And I can’t lose you.
I love you.
I don’t want to have to live my entire life, relying on a pill to keep my head up, when you aren’t around. I’m better then that, i’m stronger then that.
I think I’ve had enough.
I’m not taking shit anymore.
Sure, a joke here or there is fine.
But really, no more.
I deserve some goddamn respect.
I’m going to rip off your fucking arm.
Then I’ll beat the shit out of you with it.
I don’t remember the last time I hated someone so much, or someone filled me with such anger.
You Pathetic, short, sad excuse for a straight edge. I can’t wait for the day I can put your fucking teeth to the curb.
Sometimes I miss you.
It was a long time ago, I was unhappy.
But you brought me relief, happiness even.
I haven’t touched you in Two years.
Gabby hates you, and I should too.
You two were close.
Maybe as close as us.
In fact, you were one of the reasons she and I became close.
You made my blood boil, and my adrenaline go crazy.
I was constantly thinking about you.
Trying to hide you from my friends..
They made fun of me for you.
But I didn’t care.
I needed you.
I still feel like I need you.
You pushed Gabby and I away,
And brought us together.
I miss your cold touch, the pain.
Sometimes I miss slitting my wrists.